This is my first confession
I've learned to hate myself
Lost in this dark obsession
This is my private hell
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There's no one coming to save me
There's no one left who cares
Cast out, cast off and rape me
I call but no one's there
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Every day I play the victim
Brought down by brutality
I've fallen out of favor
I'm cursed by locality
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I feel it getting worse now
I'm afraid of what I see
The world has let me down
Look what it's done to me
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This is my last confession
I hate what I've become
Can't fight off this infection
Am I the only one?
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This is my lone obsession
Try so hard to make it hurt less
Save myself from self-deception
I always fail, because I'm worthless